yet another longe update lol


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So my daycare ladies daughter has lice so I am home today with Myles.
I have some free time now before my mom leaves for work so I thought id do a quick update lol
I got a job at First choice hair cutting which is awesome and also stressful. (ill explain more in a second)
Me and CL have been, well we were doing well, things have been rocky though, because apparently I am being bitchy (because I am stressed from taking care of a toddler, going to school and working) and apparently I can’t handle it (so he says but he can suck a big one because fuck anyone who says I can’t do something) anyways I am stressed because I feel like CL is giving up on this relationship. Lately it doesn’t seem like he cares if he upsets me. Like he is trying to push me away again and its stressing me out because his mom watches Myles while I am at work and my mom pretty much refuses to watch him while Im working (because she watches him one day out of the friggin’ week while I am at school)
The sad part of it is, I don’t want to loss him because I dont want to loss his mom watching Myles because I have no idea what I would do or who I would ask  to watch Myles week nights and weekends.
ugh. I am sure we will work through it, I am just really not happy with certain things in our relationship and I’ve tried talking to CL about it but he refuses to change and then that pisses me off because I need him to be cooperative and supportive but its like all he does is fight and push this relationship away.

Sorry for the rant.
lol
Oh, I am also getting the new samsung galaxy s4 lol should be in the mail today!

Question for the moms who work: do you work weekends? Who watches your kid(s) when you do? I know most moms have their dads watch their kids when they work or can’t find a baby sitter but that is not an option for me… so yeah. lol

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Happy Mothers day everyone <3
Hope you are having wonderful days with your little ones :)

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another long update because once again I’ve been so friggin’ busy lately.
I have SO much going on at the salon (projects due, just did my second term exam, clients, book work(still haven’t done lol) portfolio due ahhhh)
To top that off I just put my resume in at First choice in Aliston (my dad got his hair cut there and they were telling them how under staffed they were) they where SO happy when I gave them my resume. She said her manager will be in contact with me asap to set up an interview so I am 95% sure I will get the job lol
On top of THAT, Myles gave everyone a scare and had a seizure while he was at day care (it was a seizure due to a spike in fever even tho he didn’t have a fever when I dropped him off) anyways, we stayed at the hospital until 12am (the night before my exam) but he is fine, and everything is back to normal now, I just need to keep a really close eye on him when he starts getting sick or his temp starts to rise. (boys having seizures because a spike in fever is really normal in boys under 5yrs)

On a less stressful note, CL bought me a cute dress yesterday, a shirt that says “Epic swag” (LOL I know but it was only 5$) and the game Adventure time for the 3ds :DDDD but I love it lol its fun.

On on really random note I’ve been feeling pretty “off” the last week or so (thought it was my period on its way but still nothing) and last night I randomly woke up at 2am and threw up… I thought I was getting sick again (like flue sick) but I woke up this morning feeling perfectly fine. So… yeah lol

hey everyone


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I know I haven’t posted in a while, just been really busy at the salon and at home and just trying to balance my life.
Myles is doing really good, he can say ganma (grandma) and pepe (grandpa) now! And other words too.
We took down the baby gate and he is really good with not playing on the stairs when we tell him not too.
He is still getting a bottle of milk for bed lol
I have only about 4.5 months left at the salon then Ill be in the real world! (as an apprentice lol)
I am still going strong with my hair growth journey!
I gave myself a trim last night (not even noticeable that I cut any lol) and did a coconut oil, deep conditioning treatment tonight and my hair feels great! well see how it is tomorrow lol
Also its really good for your skin so I am putting it on my face to see if it helps with my dark circles or even just to make it softer lol
Anyways ya! Sorry for the lack of posts in the last month.
I probably wont get more active but I will try and update every now and again <3 hope everything is going well with everyone. Going to go stalk some blogs to see whats going on in your lives! :) <333

Blaah
So last night was fun had a few drinks with CL and all his work buddies.
But we were walking back from the bar and this guy walks infront of CL and so CL being nice says hi shakes his hand etc
And then the guy asked “wats the code?” And me n cL were like what? Code for what? And the guy said “for getting in on that redhead” aka to get into my pants! CL was about to kill him until he realized the guy was so out of it i got CL to just walk away then the guy tried yelling at us saying he knew me but i had no idea who he was soo we decided to call it a night n go home

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I just put out my white candle and omg.
After not doing this for so long as soon as i light the candle i felt a rush of spirit and tranquility
And i felt like i was welcoming the goddess back into my life all over again
And i wrote way more n tumblr deleted it so ill try again
Anyways it was an amazing feeling and I really felt like i was heard tonight or i hope i was anyways because we could really use some nice weather n balance at the salon since a lot of ppl seem really stressed lately

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ITS FREAKIn ME Out GO AWAY OR START POSTING STUFF

I know I didn’t celebrate Ostara this year
I wish I had but I have nothing prepared.
I could always light a little white candle and send a small prayer out, a simple welcome <3 maybe thats what Ill do before I go to bed :) hopefully itll help melt all this snow we’ve been getting the last few days.

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